What does this short piece say to you?

Hello again my good friend! I pardon of you, but not condom! An elegant poem, you manage to say a lot about you in short verses, a good accomplishment, I know you 've been through a lot, but still I expected you to contact me and tell me. Now about the word condom??? Maybe you wanted to say "condone" = forgive? I think. "Condemn"? A good poem Anna, bravo! Just tell me about that C. word!