Am i being stupid........................…

i lost my girlfriend who i loved with all my heart nearly a year ago,she moved away when we split but said she still loved me and was going to come back to be together, a few months later she was still texting me saying the same as before but then i found out she was seeing someone where she moved to i got upset and angry and try'd to hate her but she stilll cept on texing saying she still loved me i didnt belive her at all but i actually spoke to her recently and think she ment what she said abot still loving me, she is the girl of my dreams and all i ever wanted , but she is with someone and has said she wants to move back to be with me then says she cant, i asked how she feels about him and she said she doe not know, i have never got over her and never will i would do anything to be with her again ,but now all i cn do is wait to se how she feels and what she wants or who she wants , i feel stupid right now not knowing cause she may never come back,, i belive her but dont know what to do , i would give anything to be together again am i just dreaming???